The Nightmare Will Not Last Long
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Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 1/6/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: +: HmMmM.....Intrests??? lets me see......Eating, Reading, Excersizing, Some Guys***, Benji, Cooking {PR FOOD}, Ma Pets, MTV, MUSIC, ma guitar which im pretty good, piercings, DDR, Takin Pictures, designing, reading, Inuyasha {hhehehe}, Coffee, Chipotle, Makin Money, Spending Money, Shopping, Hottopic, Pacsun, Dancing, Sleeping, eating {2},Ma Boys, My Prayer {Devotion}, slow jams, Tinkling, Softball, Soccer, Basketball, Luv'n my "BIG FAMILY" from my momma {Jax}, Uncle Joe, my Brothers Fredo, n Brian n all my damn cuzin{SSSSSSSS}....lolz ^_^ +:
Expertise: +: HmMmmM....anyone wanna answer that for me.....;).....+:
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 3/7/2005

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Friday, January 13, 2006

Currently Listening
Second Hand Smoke
By Sublime
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I've apparently been thinking alot about the soo called new years resolutions lately....mainly because i was reading alot of my old notebooks i had in freshman year....and especially elementry....never noticed that i took all my anger out on ppl who cared most about me and would simply push them away (hahha smae old me)....i cherished the moments i had in elementry but once i got into highscool and ALL my friends went to Lane and Northside......i "ignored" them on purpose.....soo0o0o in other words...plain and simple i would take my old friends for granted.....and after two fucking years i finally notice it.....well im going to TRY to actually keep my New Years Resoultion this year.....

*1.)TRY not to get in trouble (I CAN DO IT.....) (opps shit starting on Saturday ^_^)

*2) QUIT.....smoking and lay low on the drinking {shivers i can TRY at least...thats good enough for the two of you....u know who u are)......(most of u didnt know that i was still  doing those......ehhhehehe sowwie....)

*3) Visit my elementry friends whom i have forgotten (BG, and Sas....we had nicknames in Elementry....soooo DONT ASK MINES)

*4) QUIT...hiding things from "3 Main Ppl in my life  right now

Mihgt add more things or take them off.......but its worth a shot....{speaking of shots....}


Thursday, December 29, 2005

Currently Listening
Kill 'Em All
By Metallica
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MAJOR LACK OF UPDATES........

 

almost wat two months till i last updated......anyway im in philippines now.....its soo0o0o0o0o how but i like it.....HAHAHAHA allll u people in chi=town are cold....j/p......naw its nice here....real different.....miss chi-town a lil miss FRIENDS shout-outs to all of you people.......

 

i just remembered i htink SOMEONES BIRTHDAY.....is coming up i wonder who????.....}points to self......one week huh??? MISS U PEOPLE ALOT.....call u when i get home......the 7th or 8th probably.....man its hott here im goin to go swimming ....MWAHHH.....ill bring back pictures and CANDY.....o0o0o0oh yah i got a surprise for Dalyla and Naida........P.s someone got SOME piercings and something else.....Points to Back.....****wink*****wink

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

AND REALLY LATE CHRISTMAS


Saturday, November 12, 2005

Currently Listening
Headstrong
By Headstrong
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its the way you make me laugh
when i dont even want to smile.

+: True lack of updates maybe like 1 or 2 weeks ago.......but yea ALOT has been going on i just cant say.....might becoming a lil depressed but lets hope it'll pass......and soon.....thanks too alot of ppl who apparently put up with me....lolz...you know who u are.....yea i took Halloween pics even if it was 2 weeks ago.......but i promised now didnt i???.........Besides me becoming a lil bit depressed.....everything has been the same weather thats a good thing or not........b.t.w...ma soo called parents said if i screw up one more time they'll transfer my ass to either Rooselvet, or Charter Academy....OMG a cathloic H/S!!!!!!!.....so0o0o i have to a princess/angel from now on......o0o0o thats EASY.:+

 

+:Crystal and me @ 4th period on Halloween:+
 
 
+: Yea Naida, Spike, and me at lunch....after words i fell hitting ma head.....oWwWw...:+
 
 
 +:Hahaha ma hommies out in the back of the pattio....Ash, Conner, and Naida :+

 


Saturday, October 29, 2005

Currently Listening
Feel Good Inc.
By Gorillaz
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» Neva feel like ur not good enough, there is

some1 who cares whether u believe it or

not, neva look down n neva frown, there's some1 who is n love wit ur smile <<

 

 

+: Yea i know lack of updates which i keep getting reminded by certian PpL. not ma fault i had lack of internet and phone ppl mmk....yea im on probabtion from a alot of things from now on {plus ma stupid Xanga isn't cooperating with me}....anyway HALLOWEEN is on monday... i mean shit it went by way too fast...BUT i cant wait.....OMG ppl this is a warning im a FREAK on Halloween....MWAHHHH ......Skoool has been good i guess....some ppl need to learn the definiton of not being a jackass and at least try to be happy for some ppl {points to self}.....PLus i have at least 3 big tests on Tuesday Ma....Consistution, Drivers Ed, and Earth Science. Plus i gotta pass all of them cuz of Report Card.....blah...so0o0o0 bored im gonna just prop some of ma peeps now.....Much Luv ppl.....PROPS ME..Ill take pics on HALLOWEEN and HOPEFULLY ill post them up. :+

35 Things Girls Want Guys To Know

1. We ALWAYS like to be held.

2. We are -very- afraid of making the first move.

3. We don't always want to just make out.

4. We are actually perverted, we just don't always show it. TeeHeeHee...

5. When we are crying, we want to be held and told that we are beautiful.

6. PMS IS an excuse.

7. When we say no, we mean no.

8. Call us beautiful not hott.

9. We don't expect gifts without a reason. But everynow and then its kinda nice.....lol!

10. We have to be able to speak our minds too.

11. If we are arguing just kiss us, it shuts us up quick ;)

12. Don't feel bad if we don't come to you for everything, that's why we have friends.

13. We are always right.

14. Don't hate us if we hurt you, we try our best not to. Pinky Promise ; )

15. Don't criticize us if we can't show emotion, be patient.

16. You can tell us we're not fat as much as you want, but we will still think we are.

17. We may not always ask for help but we do need it.

18. If you ask us if something is wrong and we say nothing is... odds are something is actually wrong.

19. When we ask you how we look, do not lie to us. But don't be mean about it!

20. If we are dating and you don't like us anymore, let us go. We hate being led on. It just makes it harder for you and us.

21. Don't tell us you love us unless you know for sure.

22. We don't always admit we're tired. We would rather talk to you then sleep. We wil even lie to our parents.....

23. On occasion we do like to be immature and childish.

24. Always ask us how our day went, we like to know that you care. And if at first we say nothing (or just a "fine") ASK AGAIN!!!!!

25. If we are in a situation where we can hold hands, do it. We love it.

26. We don't always want you to pay so don't take offense.

27. Don't tell us what to do, we are capable of making our own decisions. Most of the time....

28. Don't be overly clingy. That makes you seem desperate. Too much of anything isn't always a good thing.

29. If we are at a dance, dance with us even if you are horrible. Even if we are horrible.

30. If you are gonna flirt with other girls while your dating someone, you shouldn't be in a relationship.

31. Don't bad mouth us if we break up with you, what goes around comes around.

32. If we tell you not to tell anyone about something, don't.

33. Surprise us, be spontaneous. We may get mad but we generally like it.

34. Don't be scared of our alternative ways of showing emotion.

35. Don't talk about other girls, especially exes. We don't wanna hear about them just as you don't wanna hear about ours

 

       


Friday, October 21, 2005

Currently Listening
Photograph
By Nickelback
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~+:TiMeS WeRe ToUgH bUt ThE MeMoRiEs ReMaiN SiTuAtiOnS wErE RoUgH bUt We OvErCaMe SiDe By SiDe-2GeThEr We GrEw
CuZ WhEn iT's SaiD n DoNe i'LL LoOk BaCk On FriEnDs LiKe U:+~
 
+ Sry i havent updated in a while mainly becuase i havent been allowed to b online....anyway........skool has been .....anyway.....too much has been going on....soo much drama this year........but hey i can deal with it .....for a while at least.....before i forget.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMA {JAX} LUV U LOTS +
 
 Naida and me at lunch....
 
 + Ash N' Me....+
 
 + Sheila and Matt....2 cute..+
 
 + Naida and my lil brother +
 
 



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